This week has been some of the hardest days in school... At times it seemed like my prayers were to who knows who. It seemed to be so lonely, like I was trapped and I had no idea where to turn.
Yet, despite these raging feelings looking back on the situation, I realized that my God was there. He comforted me when no one else could. I felt it, that's why I am standing here(or sitting depending!). That's why I'm writing this... MY GOD IS WITH ME!
"For I know the plans I have for you..." declares the Lord.
God knows everything in my life and even when I'm going though dark nights where I can't seem to see the end. I was suppose to go to Africa...I wanted to go to Africa. Yet I knew when I said, "Whatever You want Father." I knew that I would have plans that might not fit in God's. I wanted them to fit, but God knows best. That is why I prayed "May Your will be done." Yet, sometimes its hard to hear no. Sometimes its hard to hear go too. "Plans to prosper and not to harm you." Plans that we can trust God in. This scripture(Jeremiah 29:11) Screams out TRUST! Our unknown future is known to God...trust! Plans to give you a hope and a future...TRUST!
On days that just don't seem to be going very well He says trust. I found that when confronted with desparate situations it is so easy to focus on the darkness of the situation that we do not hear that voice that says, "Trust! I am with you!"
I've got nothing left right now, but it's rainy outside, I know my God is with me. When the tears fall, I know the Father is with me, and having my Father with me...makes everything better. Whispering, "Abba, Father!" Crying, "Abba, Father." Makes the darkest night just a shade of black.
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